Till I met you

That smile that has been long gone. That heart that has long forgotten how to love again. That girl who thought she will never be good for anyone. That girl who has cried non stop to ease the pain of being betrayed. 

Yes, she almost believed that she will never be fine anymore. Crushed and humiliated she struggled to move forward with no assurance of what the future holds. Maybe she has accepted with an air of awful finality that she lost her chance of finding love and would have to deal with fate itself.

Then he came. Out of the blue, they met. With doubts looming she kept her heart guarded. No, not again this time. Build her walls to protect what's left of her sanity. But he was patient. He has been more understanding of the hurt she has gone through. He made her feel extra special and loved. He answers every bit of question with honestly and pure intentions. He loves her more than she ever thought any guy is ever capable of.  


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I have been through too much heartaches I remember telling you I cannot afford another one. You came out of nowhere on that lazy day and the rest was history. I never thought guys like you ever exist, not even in my wildest dreams. My pains taught me to be vigilant, to trust no one. But you have loved me more than I could imagine. You assure honesty and I can't help myself but to trust you. In time I will learn to love you the way you do. I promise it's gonna be worth it. 

People noticed that I have been more happier lately. I just smile because I cannot come up with the right word to explain it. I am blessed to have you. Whatever will be the outcome, I will forever be thankful for you. Always.

When?

Oh yeah... I've been cultivating some romantic thoughts at the back of my head. And while I'm busying myself with work and starting up my business, he's there. Someone who cares. Someone who loves. Finally.

Thousand miles away, on a different continent with crazy timezones. A different race (not that it matters), but who would have thought?

I guess I am being given another chance to correct some mistakes I did in the past. I consider it a blessing, knowing him. I've learned and still learning Love in its very essence. This time it's more serious and more complicated all at the same time.

Question is when will I stop being afraid? When will I learn to trust again?