....funny how i came across this video...(teary-eyed)... I've always respected the Valenciano Family not only because they are into the entertainment business but they are a great lover of GOD. Even if I may say that as of the moment, my heart is frozen shut and I can only see clouds of gray when I try to look at the future, no matter how bitter I am when it comes to Happily-Ever-After, I know deep within I still long that hopefully one day by any miracle I can have one too...One I'll share my life with...One I'll sing and dance with...One I'll serve God with...
Who knows?..right?..God can give that as a gift for me...=)
>>>Paolo Valenciano and Sam Godinez Wedding<<<<
....I have always been a Musician by heart..I love to sing though I was not gifted with the ability to perform on stage with such confidence...LOL. Earlier this year I brought home my baby SABELLE (right). I am a fond of Taylor Swift's kind of guitars ( #Rock-ish with a feminine touch#), so I bought myself one.
My sisters and I are quite a band when it comes to this stuff. While my younger sister LOVE is on keyboard, the youngest HONEY is on vocals. We often compliment each other with our gifts. All given for God's glory. =)
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| sissies bonding...=) |
Being a certified bookworm I am a sucker for books, and books and books. I already have my own library and I am an extravagant spender when it comes to such. Oh well, guess it runs in the blood. My MOM is my mentor. And my sisters are as well! She usually buys for me any book she comes across and she handed me this one and said I might be interested in reading in..(..lol..RUB IT IN MOM..I KNOW I'M ALMOST 28..WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???..HAHA!..)
Anyway, when it comes to relaxing I usually surround myself with a wonderful books and few cups of coffee. I carry along Sabelle (my guitar) with me just in case I feel like strumming strings and singing my heart out. Was often ridiculed during my college days for spending so much time inside the bookstore in search for a treasure. I even experienced going back and forth MV DOULOS when they came to visit Bacolod for 5 consecutive days just to hunt the second book for the Redemption series authored by my favorite Karen Kingsbury. When all the crew I came across with already told me that there are no more stock left, I was persistent until the 5th day. Seems like I already established a hearstring connection with this goodies. Like I can hear them screaming on one of those shelves and I just need to dig deeper to find them. Book hunting has been my passion eversince. This is something I will never get tired of...=)
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| thanks mom..=) |
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.spent my time surfing after some gig and catching up with my church friends when out of the blue I accidentally bump on her blogsite..and yeah, I read it...I read it again..read it over and over...and you know what?...I felt that knife again...that very same knife that cut my heart into pieces.
You really love her. Something you never really felt towards me. I realized I've been playing Russian Roulette all this time....stupid game of chances it is...I hate you today..I just hate you...maybe I hate you more for not loving me..for not caring even once...or even not at all...=(
...My usual routine..not so hectic for a day off from work..for a morning person like me, a dose of caffeine is always a big help in perking up my adrenaline for the day..My mind is often wandering to and fro for the things I need to accomplish before hitting the office for a week long of mind buggling stressful environment coupled by being around a dynamic team often up for some competitive fun and work combo.
...I'm grateful enough for the blessings and troubles at the same time. Now is a Stress Free Day....YEY!
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| ...my daily devotion... |
...This is where you can find me when I'm usually looking for some time to think, when unusual circumstances arises and I needed time to breathe. At times when I'm just feeling neutral and I wanted to enjoy God's wonderful creation, I usually just pack my bag and carry along my camera and spare myself from the busy city life.
...I've always been a Beach lover. Aside from Photography which is my past time, Reading as my relaxation, Cooking as my stress reliever, Blogging as my hobby, Zumba as my exercise, Music as my heartstring...SUNSET is my Best friend.
...This is where I can freely let my pour my thoughts out with no hesitations and limitations whatsoever. It is where I can be myself with no one to please. This is where I am happy when all my world seem to be turning the tables inside out.
...My solitude and space. =)
...“She
never got a chance to fall out of love, to do it properly, slowly and
thoroughly, and the result was he was like a phantom limb. Gone but
still there. And like a true phantom limb, the preponderance of feelings
associated with him were painful.”
― Sarah Dunn
...it kills me sometimes when I do this. But after a while I feel better. So I just let my tears wash away the painful memories I know I should have already forgotten. Someday I'm gonna be happy again. One day I will learn to love again. Time will come, hopefully out of the blue, I can finally say that I moved on. And I'll look back on all these scars and bruises as a reminder that once in my life, I trusted...I loved...I was left behind...I was hurt..I tried..I failed...I regretted...yet I accepted..I forgave...I moved on..and I'll keep on moving on...occasionally looking back and find myself smiling again for all the lessons learned...
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| ...when will that be?? |
