Heart Decisions....

... A "Spinster". Yes I am. I am proud to be one. And I guess I should start getting used to it. I've always been independent with everything I do. Looking after myself and my family. Paying my own bills and managing my own finances. Living independently and in-charge of my own timetable. Who wouldn't like that??

...Yet every princess wishes to have her own prince. That someone who'll take her for a walk holding her hands while watching the sunset. The guy who'll treat her like she is the most beautiful girl in the world apart from his mother. The one who will be with her for the rest of her life.

 

..Well I guess I've outgrown that desire. I've been through that road and got lost along the way, emerging after the journey scarred and bruised. Nursed myself back to health only to find my way back to the same old road making the same mistake over and over again. But after a few years of storming the castle of love, emerging wounded with no prince with me, my heart finally waved the white handkerchief as a sign that I've had enough.

 

...Time has taught me a great deal of experience and made me who and what I am today. After a very tiring journey of being loved and lost, I am now at the point of learning to value my own worth and loving myself which I seem to have neglected after all these years. I finally realized what I'm capable of doing. I can be an amazing woman when I fall in love, yet I promised myself that I will never make the same mistake ever again. I figured out I do not need a man to complete me.

 

...It takes patience, and total acceptance I know. Yet being single is what I prefer than being in a wrong relationship. I'd rather be alone than be happy for a while and struggle for a lifetime. 

"When asked why I am single, my reply is simply; I consider myself a black pearl rare in my authenticity, adding a mysterious beauty to the select few who can recognize & even fewer who appreciate my worth. So instead of dating, I throw myself into working in the field. If my Boaz recognizes me amongst the black rocks...great! If not, the magnificence of my rarity will simply radiate onto those working the fields as well in the form of teaching, which is what I do.”

 

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