...looking back once again..

...it kills me sometimes when I do this. But after a while I feel better. So I just let my tears wash away the painful memories I know I should have already forgotten. Someday I'm gonna be happy again. One day I will learn to love again. Time will come, hopefully out of the blue, I can finally say that I moved on. And I'll look back on all these scars and bruises as a reminder that once in my life, I trusted...I loved...I was left behind...I was hurt..I tried..I failed...I regretted...yet I accepted..I forgave...I moved on..and I'll keep on moving on...occasionally looking back and find myself smiling again for all the lessons learned...