Heart Strings..=)

.....I came to a point in my life where I was about to leave everything behind and just start a new life. Fresh new slate as what they call it. While fear, hurt, regret, and doubt blurred my vision...they stood as my comfort. They worked their way making me smile when I don't even feel like I want to. Prayed for my recovery when I thought nobody seemed to care till' I came back to my senses that yes, LIFE MUST GO ON...no matter how painful..no matter how unfair..

...working on this post replayed one conversation I had with one of them..that day when I decided to just RUN and never look back.

ATE: where do you think your going?

ME: anywhere but here.. I can't do this anymore.

VEE: you're running away.

ME: maybe.

VEE: KIM, THERE ARE A LOT OF US WHO LOVES YOU. YOU WILL RUN FROM ONE PERSON IN EXCHANGE FOR ALL US? ARE WE NOT ENOUGH?

 

......Yes, at one point I've been a coward. Maybe because I gave too much and lost thrice. Yet, I'm grateful for all the pain that made me a much stronger person now. God gave me my smile back.. my heart? NO NOT YET... it's still shattered slowly nursing back to health. One step at a time.. Anyway these folks prays for me..one day I'm gonna have my heart back.. WHOLE and fully recovered.