...new chapter

 

"Never let go of your numbers, till your very last day." ~Boss Franco

I sat there together with the selected few who will be one of the first to undergo the transition imposed by the company as our boss was debriefing us for the upcoming changes. Trying very hard not to let my tears fall, I pretended to be smiling a practiced smile so no one will notice the nostalgia that's been creeping in my system for a quite a while now.

I hate changes. I guess I'm having anxiety attack. Soon enough I'll be leaving the comforts of my usual routine, I'll be missing my team who's been with me since I worked in the company. Those people I used to joke around and cry with, those pals I used to share a cup of coffee and small talks.

I guess that's the very essence of life. It goes on. Another moving on chapter for me, and I guess for all of us. Time to learn something new but not so totally different. Time to meet and establish new camaraderie. Time to prove again and again what I'm capable of to myself and to others.

"With your character Kim, it won't be difficult for you." Encouraging words uttered by Ate Leish as we were having breakfast the other day. She must have sensed my hesitation about the transfer that's about to take place. I'm somewhat glad that there are alot of people who really believes in me when alot of times I tend to doubt myself.


As what my mom used to say, "Nothing is permanent in this world, everything is temporary. There are no permanent friends, and no permanent enemies either. You won't always stay on top, and you can't be at the bottom all your life as well. Only goes to show that the world is really round."


I will miss Arcalz. I feel like I'm losing my other foot. =(