MONEY MATTERS

Money. It has been a matter of importance to everyone earning a living. On a personal note, though my family may have enough I was raised to work for what I want. Life gave us our share of difficulty where we almost had nothing. It was during those times I learned not to trust much on people who doesn't even care making a living for themselves. How can you lend to someone who has no intention of paying you back what you worked for??

 

I remember my mom investing our money to someone who is a gold-digger / lazy ass for some business with the intention of helping him support his family which finally turned out him getting all our money for his own. OK that was past but it left a very traumatic memory till now I never gave back the respect I once had.

 

However, we were raised and taught the vitue of kindness and generousity. Growing up I realized that there are others who are less fortunate than I am. My mom would always remind us to share our blessings whether big or small. It shouldn't always be money. There are alot of things we can share, whether time or effort or anything.

 

Earning money since I was 18 has been my turning point when it comes to it. I hate greedy people. Well let's say I pity them. Imagine the effort of earning much then keeping it. There's nothing wrong with that since money can be of great use in case of any emergency. Money can help you buy whatever you want, let you go wherever you desire. But I'm more happy seeing other people happy coz I was able to help them. Money has never been an issue for me.

 

As my 2014 resolution, I promised myself to fix my bank account. People very close to me resent and love the fact that I am kind yet I have the tendency to be abused because of it. I love so I give.

 

After being a very loving and caring and genorous lover I was, I decided to be very careful this time. After being fooled around leaving me almost bankrupt, it's time for some renovation. Changes has to be imposed.

 

I will still be my old self. Kindness is a matter of the heart. Once you're not into it, then it may take a lifetime to learn. I'd rather have a small amount yet with a happy heart than have much silver with less joy. =)